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I Never Go Alone

by Tomas Feijo

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Beg (2022) 03:54
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How much is enough? I'll keep an eye on all my hopes and stuff I'll keep an eye on all my hopes and stuff I'm not afraid to beg Honestly, it's a no from me It's a no from me No, I'm not afraid to beg My father told me no He looked right at me and he told me "No" "No, I'm not afraid to beg" Tell me truthfully Call me when you're back at home Hopefully my brain will be evolved enough to let you close enough, if I'm old enough Locally I've loaded up and learned to love though I forgot it all I forgot it all Scaring me out of here, I think I fell in love in here I'm not afraid to beg No, I'm not afraid to beg You've let me look and look and you were always young I'm not afraid to beg No I'm not afraid to beg I'm not afraid to beg Beg, beg
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Cry Me A River / Mirror Windows 05:17
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Cry me a river I'll build me a rudder and then I'll go But do I need a reason? I called your mother I'll pay the rent for our home Keeping a roof over all your clothes But do I need a reason? This can't last any longer, no Living is all I know but I couldn't figure it out with you Loving is all I do, I'll need another you ~~~~ When the windows become mirrors and it's dark out on the farm I hope the neighbors hear us so they can see what's going on To me it's crystal clear there's not much meat left on these old bones When the windows become mirrors and it's dark out on the farm Let me out dear, please I'm not here to do you wrong I'm just trying When the windows become mirrors and it's dark out on the farm I hope the neighbors hear us so they can see what's going on To me it's crystal clear there's not much meat left on these old bones When the windows become mirrors and it's dark out on the farm
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Feeling Tight 04:17
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I don't know what else to do I don't feel the same for you the same for us, or almost for anything I don't know what else to say I just hope you'll be okay And know I realize it's not the time, but I don't think we should wait any longer now It's feeling tight and I'm worried about how things might end if things don't end right now We're getting older now We're aging right before our eyes somehow But then you ask me "Is this what I want?" What did you say, if we thought that we should stop? Honestly dear, if you told me I forgot I don't see the things you see I don't have the things you need The things you ask me for like, everyday I don't know what else to say I just hope you'll be okay And please, I realize it's not the time, but I don't think we should wait any longer now It's feeling tight and I'm worried about how things might end if things don't end right now We're getting older now We're aging right before our eyes somehow But then you ask me "Is this what I want?" What did you say, if we thought that we should stop? Honestly dear, if you told me I forgot
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I Never Go Alone 03:29
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You were the greatest thing that I had ever know I’ll wear you on my arm, as I go I’m not sure where else to look, how else to grow I’ll wear that on my arm, as I go I never go alone When I go, I never go alone Counting all the pretty things I’ve ever owned I wear them on my arm, as I go I will hold them each and tell them so they know I wear you on my arm, as I go I never go alone I wear you on my arm, as I go I never go alone I love the ghosts who watch who come from where I’m from I wear them on my arm, and they come They tell me truths and things and show me how it’s done I hope they stay with me til I’m one of them, that day will come It will come I’ll thank them one by one
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When You're Away 02:41
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There's no hurry to get home when you're away and I'm alone All alone I can see the things All the things you said Do you really want to see me dead? I'm sorry, was it something that I did? I just thought forever meant til the end Is this the end? There's no hurry to get home when you're away and I'm alone All alone I can hear the things Things that just weren't true All my hopes and plans, darling, included you I'm sorry, I thought we were in love? Can this wait til I feel strong enough? Can you wait til I feel strong enough? I don't think I'll ever feel strong enough
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You Seem To Be 04:42
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You seem to be Caught in a landslide I just want to know if you are mine I'm running out of time I just want to know if you are mine If you are mine Save what you eat then I pack it, I'm gone Sleep in my car and I call it a home Take what you need then just leave me alone Can you believe you've been left on your own Can you believe all these things that you are Can you believe you believe you're a star Can you believe I believed what I saw I can't believe all you got were these scars Act like I'm blind, just describe what you see Tell by the sheets you might need some Febreeze Tell by your tone you forgot what you need Tell me what else you've done heard about me
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Feel American 03:37
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Don't let me skip all the things that I wanted to say now that I feel american I'm looking for all the plans that I wanted to make when I felt like myself again Oh, what a sad, lonely thing to be up against Don't you move - not an inch - til I'm back again There in the passenger side I was drying my eyes, I was holding your cardigan I think I need some advice, the more I learn about life the less I think I understand Oh, it's a sad, lonely thing to be here again Don't you move - not an inch - til I get back Blinking with both of my eyes, thinking of both of your thighs, praying to God or some plants again I didn't think we would die, I didn't think they were lies when I was talking to my friends Oh, what a sad, lonely thing to be here again Please don't leave me alone with myself again Don't let me skip all the things that I wanted to say now that I feel american I'm looking for all the plans that we wanted to make when I felt like myself again There in the passenger side I was drying my eyes, I was holding your cardigan I think I need some advice, the more I learn about life the less I think I understand Oh, what a sad, lonely thing to be up against Don't you move - not an inch - til I'm back again Oh, what a sad, lonely place to be here again Please don't leave me alone with myself again
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I'm Old Enough 04:44
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I can't believe what you do for me I can't feel anything I can't believe what you did to me I can see everything Turn this around, I'll show you how I'll be dead a year from now A year from now and I'll be old enough to know Your philosophy: die of a disease Keep you at the edge of me How could you have known when it's time to go and leave this afternoon of sweat and snow of sweat and snow I am old enough to know All I can see are the way things used to be I can see everything I can't believe it's almost time to leave I won't say anything Now I think I know why you've been so cold to me Because I've been a dead a while a go A while ago Now I'm old enough to know Yes I am old enough to know
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Making Up 03:08
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Making up what I did wrong You're making up what you don't know Make it up, dear, if you want Making up whatever you want you can leave if you think I'm wrong We can see if our love's still strong Making love til the end of dawn We're making love, so come along I was gone too long Making up for all the time that I've been gone and make amends for all my wrongs How did you know? How would I know? How would I know what you were told? Making love til the end of dawn Stretching out, both tense and calm You and me, dear, we belong here Bring your body, it's been too long
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Settling In 05:03
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Feel that tug of darkness coming into view? Is this a chance to be strong, or is it just a mood? Is there someone standing in the corner of my room? When there are so many things, why do I look at you? Move past the photographs of all my in-betweens Imagining all the things I felt I could have been Settling in to who I am The light of my life is a reflection I can't see It bounces off of objects and places I have been Bending around the gravity of what you mean I'll go in to take a peek very slowly Move past the photographs of all my in-betweens Imagining all the things I felt I could have been Settling in to who I am It's me and you is who I am The light of my life is a reflection I can't see Signaling clearly what to do and who to be Sharing the symptoms of a search for what it means There are no other things; it's only you and me Move past the photographs of all my in-betweens Imagining all the things I felt I could have been Settling in to who I am It's me and you is who I am
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What Do I Do 03:28
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What do I do? What do I do for you? What do I do for you to keep to keep me hanging around? I feel I feel I've crossed a line, I've let it go You don't trust me anymore What did I do? What did I do for you? What did I do for you, of course What are we anymore? I need I need a list of all you'll ever want You don't trust me anymore I sign: steal the light and go I'm old enough to know These things, they come and go I'm waiting for this to go What can I do? What can I do for you? What can I do for you to keep to keep me hanging around? I heard I feel I've crossed a line, did you even know? You don't trust me anymore You don't trust me anymore I don't trust me anymore
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If You Were Mine 03:44
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I don't mind it You hide it right in place and if I find it heating up, it's It's fair to say that I'm all I've got since August 1st If you were mine the moon hangs low like a spotlight tonight If you were mine I would leave work to come home, always on time If you were mine I'd never find find enough light I'd need to see see everything you mean to me If you were mine I'd want the light Deepen your eyes, keeps me alive If you were mine I don't mind you heating me up like you do It's fair to say that I'm all I've got til we reach that part When you are mine I will fill up our home with every bulb I could find If you were mine I would want all my fingers and both of my eyes If you were mine I'd never find find enough light I'd need to see see everything you mean to me If you were mine I'd want the light and I'd buy every bulb I could find If you were mine If you were mine Every room as bright as could be If you were mine
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I Don't Even Know Its Name 04:40
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I don't even know it's name I don't even know it's name I breath it in, I keep it close Though I know it hurts its host Take your time, take it in stride the keys to a better life, make sure to keep them in mind No 2 people are the same the fact is I'm better now, see it all over my face I am too eager to please A rush of apologies, all of them coming from me all of them coming to us? or this place? You're in doubt as to whether to go or if you should stay You're all you can be ignore the hype, ignore you're a dying breed Because I bring all I believe with me Won't you relieve me Relieve me, please I don't even know it's name I don't even know it's name I breath it in, I keep it close Though I know it hurts its host and I will lean on you the most

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released July 3, 2022

recorded in Houston, TX
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cover by @ktrimble

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